Monday 5 May 2014

Symmetry

Listen carefully what I'm about to say
There’s seven billion complexities running around
Not one of them hits high degrees of fascination
Quite like you
Verily my affection for you will become the death of me

There’s tall towers collapsing in my ribcage
My heart is on its last legs
My tangled feet found freedom but my fingers are fester and fragile
I'm a hot solid ball of indifference, a field of work
But your fetishing on a failed opportunist that’s fragile

Don’t touch me, I’m too dangerous to fall in love with
I admire the novels you've in your eyes
I'm curious to wonder through the renaissance of your mind
What a coincidence we share similar likes and dislikes
Even though we’re far removed from age
From religion, from walks of life

My love life is a burning mosque, it’s a holy mess
You just happen to be the most intriguing soul I’ve come across lately
Lately people enter and exit out of my life like it’s nothing
My energy is so precious and the energy you exude is comforting



Listen
I don’t want to exercise chances, sell you a dream
Let you in on my premises
Save some expensive time and delete me from your conscious
You can never understand me I'm skin deep

Relationships are not a sport, I'm not in a rush or competing for image
You’re soo nice, possibly could attract soo many
The sky is open for you but as for me
I'm a working formula
Battling laziness to get to where I need to get too
See everyone is out for themselves and at the moment I'm selfish
I don’t want you because the time says I can’t accommodate you

Listen
Please don’t take this the wrong way
My friend zone isn't a neglection, it’s a reflection of who I can trust
All our generation cares about is lust
Friend zone is not the end of the world
And you deserve all the happiness in the world
Was it on twitter that we met?

I'm happy just being on my own
Working to figure this all out on my own
You’re actually the perfect person but the timing is wrong
Symbolizing a later stage in my life where I want to be with the mentality I’m on




Saturday 1 February 2014

Scared of Beautiful/ Drunk in Poetry Part 2

In the name of Poetry
Can I Shakespeare in your ear until you shed a tear?
It’s dumb waiting for perfection
When these moments could be timeless

You’re a lover and an insomniac
I can smell it when I look at you
Is there another side of you?
Leaking from a corner or down to the bone

I want to know your flaws and your fears
And what keeps you up at night
And the colour of your soul as it emerges with mine

You are the enigma that makes perfect sense to me
I’m about to crack the code to understanding you
I keep turning the numbers on your heart in hopes of finding
The perfect combination but I got
Too impatient so I used an axe instead

I want you to know you can pour your pain in me
Whenever you feel the weather is against you
I want you to know I’m here to stay as long as you want me to

If my words can get you aroused
Imagine what my hands can do?

Tell me why are you so afraid of falling?
Do you know in my two hands accommodates the world?
World of romance, I’m like a Greek god
I find poetry in the way your lips lock with mine
I find poetry in the way you walk like you’re so assertive of the destiny
That lies ahead of you
I find poetry in the chaos you’ve been caught up in

I could sit here for 700 years just with you in silence
There is no hesitation in my mind,
You’re the valentine I’ve wished so long to find

Maybe I’m just overwhelmed by this
But maybe I’m not
I’m not really a poet, but there’s a poet that lives inside of me

With soo much love to give to you

Monday 13 January 2014

Lion's Ambition

Nobody knows my struggle
I juggle universes in my palms
My iris is packed with sorrows for my tomorrows
My lungs are as black as death; my heart is as hot as a phoenix
I hold fists of hope and hustle with a lion’s ambition

I wish my faith was golden, the devil is a diamond
When I dig out my past, all I see is sins disguised as crystals
I only have two options, to roar or to run
I could stun beauty and spark a lightning connection with miracle watts

Magnet to a manmade mask of materialism
I’m losing Dickens by the minute
I’m Simba and Mufasa intertwined in one
Just penetrated literature, produced poetry, a baby
The chosen one

Young soul in a strange world
Finding jigsaws, solving puzzles
I can barely crack a smile, too Makaveli for pain
If your mind was written, how painful would your pages be?

I’m from the western, born to learn and earn
Burn a few bridges, time throws away temporary forevers
Quantum physics couldn’t tell you about my life
Strategically I have set to shock the status quo
Mathematically I’m doomed in this white man’s world

The wolves lead the sheeps; I’m a lion in the jungle
To drown in perseverance is what I need
Itinerant and scuttling in a situationship
808s and heartbreak, I’m too Kanye for a relationship
Destiny is stepping out of line, my days are clearly not fine wine

It feels like I’m living in my last adventure
I wrestle clouds every night, my confidence fell down a flight of stairs
I’m a man that died twenty years ago resting inside the soul of a soldier
With an eagle eye for success

And a lion’s ambition

Saturday 30 November 2013

Soulful Voyages - Jhene Aiko Poem



























I have journeyed the continent in search of something to freeze & ease me
When thoughts persevere to kill me, that voice recuperates me
Inspires me to place my flames in a bottle
I have dived into your music a thousand times

It’s my Mary Jane to my everyday pain
To be specific, you’re a Pacific, Sailing Souls
I could drown in your musical ocean and feel your emotion

Whenever I Sail out, I reach out for your waves to take me Higher
We could never Grow Apart like the sand & the seashore
Your music is my seaweed, soon the globe will see your seaworthy
Perhaps fall in love and you’ll take off like a seaplane

A diamond in a well, I’m high off your zeal
Your petite eyes are a hip hop bridge where lyrical angels dwell
A dynamite about to blow, don’t let them dim your glow
Stroll on the seawalk, Souled Out

Jhene Aiko 

Monday 11 November 2013

My Love For You
















I feel like you’re accusing of cheating with this fleeting reality
My life is a handful hook
Clinging onto educational mazes & social love
This tight tangible rope is testimonial to the theatrical joy
We’ve ever felt

Your linguistic eyes make me melt
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
And subsequently keep me sturdy
When I’m with you I feel a rush of passionate warmest
When I’m with you I feel heaven even though this life is hell
My immortal thoughts during doldrums stroll towards you
What would I do without you?

Long before I saw metaphors submerged in mountains
Or dreamt of wondrous whimsical worlds
I was all alone in the mundane playing field
Like an unimaginative Poet

Beauty is you
You dress, act and feel like it
I’m aware our connection has wandered off into a powerless performance
But the tiger of your tongue
And luxurious language can flatter the audience

We’re both afraid because things are touching grey
Even though, we’ve been destined for Gold
I love you from infinity and back
My love for you is soo deep it would make the ocean envy

My love for you Poetry, is a continuous universe

Saturday 5 October 2013

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He is the last of the dying breed; he has spat out his pride.
Swollen his ego
Ripped out his heart and placed it on paper

A sun storm struck the gentle ground
Nostalgia eats away the flesh with the could’ve beens, should’ve beens, would’ve beens
Grey gloomy gust gazing at this gorgeous girl
Exploding inside, bursting with words to say
Loathing at anyone who will capture her before me
Ambivalence and anxiety holding me back saying
Don’t do it, don’t say how you feel

I’m not speaking in circles when I say I want you
But I can’t have you, even though I want you
I hate the idea of someone else having you
It’s like a thunderstorm pulsating my heart
Leaving me burnt apart
To me
You’re a nirvana, a chocolate Madonna
I don’t want no other Belle donna

I have spun my mind around yours in hope
Of transcending your perception of me
Maybe my passionate web isn’t enough for you
And I’m not good enough for you
Torturing myself over the fact I can’t have you
I like you soo much it hurts

I’ll rip the butterflies out of my goddamn stomach if that’s what it takes to forget you
My ego is swollen and my confidence is bleeding
Seven is my weakness
Six is you &me and how we will never be
One was all I ever wanted
One kiss from one girl
This girl
One relationship

The possibility of never finding a soul similar to yours
Burns my soul
Maybe I’m taking it a bridge too far
But I’m bored of basics, I live for the spectacular

I know you bury your sorrows in your laughter
You think deeply and don’t share much after
You hide in your shell and trust yourself
Because you can’t wrestle love, don’t want the psychedelic
And your eyes speak voluptuous vocabulary
I like you soo much it hurts
Seven is my weakness

This is not a Pinocchio
This gets my waterworks
Like a watershed
Everything watered down
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Thursday 19 September 2013

IFHY - I Fucking Hate You

I’m undergoing, showing weakness
Deep dark voices uttering commit suicide
'' Do it, Do it ''
But this is your fault
You blew it, blew it

We had something soo promising and precious
Your lofty alter ego sledgehammered it
Ruined it, are you happy now?
Something that seemed soo perfect
Disseminated, washed
You brainwashed me, caused me

To succumb to your misleading ways
I’m internally broken down
Weeping in my dynasty, feeling gloomy
Grouse, grumpy
Gruelling, talking gibberish
Generally gutted, but I’m guiltless
My gusto, my guy sold me a lie
I’m gullible and grasping for air
Trying to figure it out
Stressed out
Depressed

How can love be soo erotic but make me feel psychotic?
Reality has burnt me alive
Reality is about to drive
Me
To the edge of the earth

I thought I was your golden goddess
I fucking hate you
After everything we’ve been through
You had to break the ice
And have your cake but eat it twice
My heart and mind are tearing each other into pieces
Simple soul with disintegrated pieces
You want it, you had it and you lost it
Well good luck

I used to be babeless and fearless
And had soo much happiness
But look what you’ve made me become
I’m looking at my inner errors and fighting mirrors
Losing myself and hating myself
Hurting myself and blaming myself
I haven’t slept as of late and I can’t think straight

Procrastination is my daily excite and I haven’t got no appetite
Look what you’ve made me become
I fucking hate you
My life is a mess; you’re a loch ness monster
I always thought I could trust you and I had you
There was something in you that I saw
Love is a holy war, you tore my fucking confidence

Told me to drop a few pounds or we won’t last a few rounds
Told me to desert my friends, I was playing pointless pretends
Told me to wear this and that, I felt like a fat cat
I nearly gave up everything to be with you
Just to please you
And you never once appreciated it
I fucking hate you

You haven’t got a clue, all the misery you’re put me through
I got a lion in my heart, I’m lying
I got flamethrowers that can spew your heavenly organs

But I’m not as pernicious
I’m more marvellous and generous
Conscious to conscious, skin to skin
I’m stuck with your soul tie, explicitly from within
Years may run by, but mentally you’ll find me
How do I get rid of something that’s inside me?
I fucking hate you

But love you really….