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He is the last of the dying breed; he has spat out his
pride.
Swollen his ego
Ripped out his heart and placed it on paper
A sun storm struck the gentle ground
Nostalgia eats away the flesh with the could’ve beens, should’ve
beens, would’ve beens
Grey gloomy gust gazing at this gorgeous girl
Exploding inside, bursting with words to say
Loathing at anyone who will capture her before me
Ambivalence and anxiety holding me back saying
Don’t do it, don’t say how you feel
I’m not speaking in circles when I say I want you
But I can’t have you, even though I want you
I hate the idea of someone else having you
It’s like a thunderstorm pulsating my heart
Leaving me burnt apart
To me
You’re a nirvana, a chocolate Madonna
I don’t want no other Belle donna
I have spun my mind around yours in hope
Of transcending your perception of me
Maybe my passionate web isn’t enough for you
And I’m not good enough for you
Torturing myself over the fact I can’t have you
I like you soo much it hurts
I’ll rip the butterflies out of my goddamn stomach if that’s
what it takes to forget you
My ego is swollen and my confidence is bleeding
Seven is my weakness
Six is you &me and how we will never be
One was all I ever wanted
One kiss from one girl
This girl
One relationship
The possibility of never finding a soul similar to yours
Burns my soul
Maybe I’m taking it a bridge too far
But I’m bored of basics, I live for the spectacular
I know you bury your sorrows in your laughter
You think deeply and don’t share much after
You hide in your shell and trust yourself
Because you can’t wrestle love, don’t want the psychedelic
And your eyes speak voluptuous vocabulary
I like you soo much it hurts
Seven is my weakness
This is not a Pinocchio
This gets my waterworks
Like a watershed
Everything watered down
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