I’m undergoing, showing weakness
Deep dark voices uttering commit suicide
'' Do it, Do it ''
But this is your fault
You blew it, blew it
We had something soo promising and precious
Your lofty alter ego sledgehammered it
Ruined it, are you happy now?
Something that seemed soo perfect
Disseminated, washed
You brainwashed me, caused me
To succumb to your misleading ways
I’m internally broken down
Weeping in my dynasty, feeling gloomy
Grouse, grumpy
Gruelling, talking gibberish
Generally gutted, but I’m guiltless
My gusto, my guy sold me a lie
I’m gullible and grasping for air
Trying to figure it out
Stressed out
Depressed
How can love be soo erotic but make me feel psychotic?
Reality has burnt me alive
Reality is about to drive
Me
To the edge of the earth
I thought I was your golden goddess
I fucking hate you
After everything we’ve been through
You had to break the ice
And have your cake but eat it twice
My heart and mind are tearing each other into pieces
Simple soul with disintegrated pieces
You want it, you had it and you lost it
Well good luck
I used to be babeless and fearless
And had soo much happiness
But look what you’ve made me become
I’m looking at my inner errors and fighting mirrors
Losing myself and hating myself
Hurting myself and blaming myself
I haven’t slept as of late and I can’t think straight
Procrastination is my daily excite and I haven’t got no
appetite
Look what you’ve made me become
I fucking hate you
My life is a mess; you’re a loch ness monster
I always thought I could trust you and I had you
There was something in you that I saw
Love is a holy war, you tore my fucking confidence
Told me to drop a few pounds or we won’t last a few rounds
Told me to desert my friends, I was playing pointless
pretends
Told me to wear this and that, I felt like a fat cat
I nearly gave up everything to be with you
Just to please you
And you never once appreciated it
I fucking hate you
You haven’t got a clue, all the misery you’re put me through
I got a lion in my heart, I’m lying
I got flamethrowers that can spew your heavenly organs
But I’m not as pernicious
I’m more marvellous and generous
Conscious to conscious, skin to skin
I’m stuck with your soul tie, explicitly from within
Years may run by, but mentally you’ll find me
How do I get rid of something that’s inside me?
I fucking hate you
But love you really….
